"...roll credits"

Being dead is no big deal.

I speak from relative experience. I died three times via overdoses.

Btw these were the best highs I ever had.

But I digress.

Death itself is fast, and when it works it's for keeps.

Mind you getting killed or dying in 

any of the wide varieties of extreme Agony sucks. 

I don't recommend it.

However as I have come to know death it's nothing to fear.

While in hospital I witnessed the outright terror of those on their way out.

I'm mystified this. Almost annoyed.

I think religion is at the heart of this mayhem.

Like some big demented guy in the sky is going to roast them.

This in his private concentration camp.

 Torture them for jacking off when they were 12 for bleeping eternity. 

Leave it to them people of the book all three food groups.

Only they could make up evil shit like that up.

That's what my pals in Hospital was weeping over.

Religion is cruel, and evil.

hint...

There's nothing out there.

Nobody is going to hurt or reward you for shit.

Mind you I did experience weird stuff while gone.

However that was because I wasn't really all the way out'a here.

Some treads of my life force clung to this existence.

So I had the traditional NDE acid test.

That last time. The final reel overdose.

That test started to fade, and me with it. I was for real leaving.

This was the farthest I had ever gone in them realms.

  Saw no Angels. No nothing.

No devils neither.

I mean I was looking for them folks,...nada.

Too bad that would have been cool.

I mentions all this because I'm all sick deranged, 

and generally fucked up,...again. 

I guess this is what natural causes means.

Mostly.

If I drop dead, I'll let ya know.

Like last time I'll leave my door unlocked. 

This so them EMT guys won't have to bust the door down.

Old folks do this. 

When they think they're checking out there's traditions.

Turn off all the electrics the gas open da windows for the smell.

That, and call 911 then unlock the door.

Makes reasonable sense. 

Should be interesting.