Wednesday, July 25, 2018

"...roll credits"


Being dead is no big deal.
I speak from relative experience. I died three times via overdoses.
Btw these were the best highs I ever had.

Bit I digress.

Death itself is fast, and when it works it's for keeps.
Mind you getting killed or dying in 
any of the wide varieties of Agony sucks. 

I don't recommend it.

However as I have come to know death it's nothing to fear.
While in hospital I witnessed the outright terror of those on their way out, and am mystified. Almost annoyed.
I think religion is at the heart of their fears.

hint...

There's nothing out there.
Nobody is going to hurt or reward you for shit.
Mind you I did experience weird shit while gone, but that was because I wasn't all the way out'a here.

Some treads of my life force clung to this existence.
So I had the traditional acid test.
The last time that test started to fade, and me with it. I was leaving.

Saw no Angels no nothing.

Too bad since that would have been cool.
I mentions all this because I'm near my exit again. 
This time natural causes.
...mostly

Should be interesting. 

4 comments:

  1. I should say no I ain't about to go. Just fucked up guts problems again.
    Same as my dad just before he went.
    I did the math. I'm just say'n is all.

    Fuck'em I'm still here.

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  2. "Sleep is good, death is better; but of course, the best thing would to have never been born at all." -Heinrich Heine

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  3. Not much to add; H. Heine pretty much nailed it. I hope your guts let you continue to enjoy ice cream for as long as it’s fun. Plus maybe you could do some porn just to annoy them.

    Z

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