Being dead is no big deal.
I speak from relative experience. I died three times via overdoses.
Btw these were the best highs I ever had.
Bit I digress.
Death itself is fast, and when it works it's for keeps.
Mind you getting killed or dying in
any of the wide varieties of Agony sucks.
I don't recommend it.
However as I have come to know death it's nothing to fear.
While in hospital I witnessed the outright terror of those on their way out, and am mystified. Almost annoyed.
I think religion is at the heart of their fears.
hint...
There's nothing out there.
Nobody is going to hurt or reward you for shit.
Mind you I did experience weird shit while gone, but that was because I wasn't all the way out'a here.
Some treads of my life force clung to this existence.
So I had the traditional acid test.
The last time that test started to fade, and me with it. I was leaving.
Saw no Angels no nothing.
Too bad since that would have been cool.
I mentions all this because I'm near my exit again.
This time natural causes.
...mostly
Should be interesting.
I should say no I ain't about to go. Just fucked up guts problems again.
ReplyDeleteSame as my dad just before he went.
I did the math. I'm just say'n is all.
Fuck'em I'm still here.
"Sleep is good, death is better; but of course, the best thing would to have never been born at all." -Heinrich Heine
ReplyDeleteNot much to add; H. Heine pretty much nailed it. I hope your guts let you continue to enjoy ice cream for as long as it’s fun. Plus maybe you could do some porn just to annoy them.
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"Porn",...humm, there's an idea.
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