"...fitful"

I got another large slice of Chocolate cake from the deli. Real bleeping deep frosting sugar based Cake. For the second day in a row. This is the medical equivalent of a Jack Daniels weekend binge for me. I'll need a double dose of meds behind this.

It beats just sitting alone fitful about the fall of the republic. The Reichstag has been burned. Nazis are loose, and organizing more hits all over the country. The good guys are chasing their tails arguing the type of wrist slap they'll do.

One that will not matter to an armed tribal white insurgency.

I only know what I know. I'm fearful for my family my sister nieces the kids cousins friends. We all are at more risk than usual. Cops are always a danger, but now they have a leader flags, and a cause. 

It's becoming clear that some of them aided, and abetted the ransacking of the Capitol Building. Even a few sez much. Is too much. Off duty cops aplenty from around the country took part. This is also becoming clear. So the insurgency had troops on the ground everywhere.

This is why I eat cake, and have been speaking about it for the last week or so. It's a centering prayer. It calms the soul. Stops me from going too nuts. Reminds me of the good in all...even those deluded, and armed.

So here we are. This is all I got. Be safe.