"I'm a has~been asshole"

"Angel of the Houseless"

Above one of the Card Art things I used to do.

Yeah cute, and who gives a fuck.

Something broke inside, and I just don't

or can't do this shit anymore.

I don't believe anything will get better for most anymore.

It's that end of Empire crap taken to heart.

Sure if I was rich or something maybe I'd do shit.

However not with any heart in it.

I think artists have a short window for that. 

Then it's gone.

Rimbaud was like that.

He did all his wild magic shit as a kid.

After that he's a drunk has been asshole.

That's me,...only I don't drink.

As Art Carney said in a play once.

"I either drink or I weep"

I do neither.

I just bear witness.