Saturday, May 11, 2019

"...35%"


Eh,...good news they didn't chop off anymore bits. Gooder news no new bone infections despite the painful swelling. Yeah I'm sitting here posting still in fucking pain.
The condition is ongoing, and there's nothing to be done. They poked blooded irradiated, and humiliated me as always.

To them routine to me a traumatic dreary weekend.

Ya know I'm really tired of this. I went in expecting more surgery,...but reprieved for now. They were clear a surgery was in the future. My condition is moving in that direction a 12 year old doctor bluntly told me. She also insisted I take better care of myself.

As in more visits to the hospital to be told that I'm sick, and generally fucked. I asked if this would actually help. She said It's better if I'm regularly monitored. 

Which means yeah we're gonna have to take your feet, and legs. Till then we can pad our Medicare charges with your pointless visits. 

Sounds reasonable.

Hospitals are not fun. Full of young people that have injured themselves in every stupid way imaginable,...they don't know they can die yet.
That, and manacled prisoners with armed cops watching them.

What I notice more are the elders there on their last ride. They so many look like old veteran shipwrecked sailors washed up on a beach. They're never shipping out again, and know it. 

It's their eyes,...they know.



Their family one or two are reluctantly there. Clearly took time off work to dump their Ma into the some bed. Then they split as fast as they can. This to get back to sanity normality their lives. 

I'm there, and see. 

The knowing expression on mother or father left alone to die.
That Hallmark TV shit of the loving family around the old folks is a lie. I never seen it,...okay once in my many adventures in them hell holes. This is the only reason I don't regret not having my own kids.

I'm spared abandonment.

So shit goes on. My condition continues till it kills me,...swell.

How was your weekend? Oh while I was out I hear we're in an un-necessary Constitutional Crisis fomented by #45. 

Love that guy. 

He's destroying the Republic, and the Western world order like he said he would to the cheers of 28 to 35% of the voting public.

He's exactly what we deserve.

Btw anybody got $700 bucks. My co-pay is a tad big this time.

Right.

Now where was I,...uniforms...see below.
New Sissy boy uniforms for the Scouts. Like I sez more color ribbons, and tiaras. Health or not what's important is important.
Yes, it's the intent style, and fashion of things that matter.

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