Wednesday, March 25, 2020


To pass the time of House Arrest. I decided a few hours ago to get serious on a Pagan theology,...or something based on Tinkerbelle. I held the first service at dawn in the last open spot in my kitchen cabinet. 

I was going to put a load of Spam there,...but ya know. It went well. 
No crowds yet, but I can wait. ...yes I'm being silly. 
Don't know what else to do.


Cat Woman over wrought by the service fell asleep in the Spam.

Cat's like Spam.



Being alone in my digs I imagined it was a spaceship adrift in the far Ort Cloud. I thought of the Hubble space telescope. It's shown us so many beautiful wonderful worlds. 'But no Consciousness. 

We missed these by some billions of years. Future awareness will in turn miss us.


The Earth for now is alone.
We are alone in a Palace of Wonders.



Monday, March 23, 2020


Losing people. This is more, and more on my mind. I fear for my family my friends. My neighbors myself. 
In a year or less some will be gone. By all I read see, and hear this is now a certainty.
I say this post this read this, but can't believe this. But must. As is said History is not 'was' history 'is'.

If you absolutely 'must' go out. 
Do it like this. 
It may be the last thing you do so do it with style


Wind rain, and sleet on the empty streets of the Emerald City.
The reality of this great, and terrible event is seeping into every part of us now. 
We are not only witnessing history. 
We're personally making it.


In Dallas Texas.

Saturday, March 21, 2020

"...tuned"


Right now with the exceptions of China, and South Korea.
The Pandemic is being handled between two efforts.
"Do Nothing",...which most have done since January.
Which is to let it burn through the population.
This to get "Herd Immunity"
That, and Mitigation.
Mild efforts as not to disrupt the supply chain.

Here's the naked numbers for these two approches.
We get Spanish Flu results.
Between 50 to 80+ millions of deaths.

Possible 10+ millions in this country.

These are the KIA's of a limited Nuke War.

These are the numbers.
If we keep doing or not doing what we're doing.

It does not have to be like this.


I'm watching Spanish doctors in tears. 
They saying they have to take older people off their equipment.
This to save the younger.

They give the elders sedatives.
This so they might die with a shred of dignity comfortably.

Here's the deal.
It doesn't not matter if you or anyone does not believe this.
It's happening anyway.
In the same way Science is real.
No matter if Evangelicals believe it or not.

What is the common mob doing?

The young continue to party.
Nazis dream of weaponizing it kill the inferior peoples.
Our current head of state is using it to get re-elected.
 The rest revel in conspiracies fake cures, and assorted dementia.

Me I'm in my digs watching it happen.

No one in the 'Hoods are staying in or social distancing.
Just from my window it's a normal Spring day.
Folks kids even elders just wandering around. 
Cars driving all over the place. 
They still don't wear masks, and still go out for trivial reasons.

In Manhattan where the rich live.
The authorities are taking measures to inform, and protect them.
Across the bridges,...nothing.

 Some here in overheard conversations
 don't even believe this is real.
This is my subjective experience.
I so hope others are seeing different.

I imagine it's the same in trailer park USA.


Good luck my dear comrades.
Please try not to do anything stupid.

Stay tuned.

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