Wednesday, December 28, 2022
"...Fire Sale!"
Tuesday, December 27, 2022
"...I'm outta' Here!"
I'm moving over to my Book of Days Blog "Book of Days" (sidneyinhell.blogspot.com)
As I just posted to our dear long-time comrade and pal "Z" I'm moving. This since there's problems here. Blogsplot is fucked up. ...again. I can post new things here, but you'll only see the few items in the current page. Years of stuff is cut off. I can see it on my control panel. But folks can't. The whole right column with links to my other pages and past post is gone.
So yeah, I'm moving over.I'll post new stuff here as a mirror of current things. However, it will only be the 4 or 5 items the page can show. However, these plus ongoing threads will be over on "Book of Days". So go over there instead. Swell. I always enjoy complications and Happy New Year to you and yours. It's going up into the 20's and 30's. A serious heatwave coming. I'll lay in hot dogs' fries and lemonade!
Friday, December 23, 2022
Today is the Eve of Christmas Eve.
Luke 2:9-12And, lo, the Angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the Angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.
Peace to all.
Their coming was quiet. Hardly noticed or believed. A glow about them. They didn't speak eat or sleep. They'd walk among us then vanish. Only to be seen moments later an ocean away. In time they were recognized. These were our departed. Wandering the Earth in kindly silence. Till as softly as they came ...gone. Strange Angels. All beings on passing become music. The aura of Eternity.
Wednesday, December 21, 2022
"...brethren"
This year 2022 six friends died. Perished passed away dropped dead expired were smoked lit up. 'Fuck am I supposed to do with this. How is this mourned. Lived with put away. Like most one just takes it and moves on. I did. I do. I am and not at all. I just know how tired I am. We all of us carry so much. All of us all the time. Something from the play and movie "The Dresser". "...The whole world is suffering so why the hell shouldn't you!" We are brethren on the journey.
“...miracles”
"...interesting"
The future really sucks. I needed to get out of Dodge. My sentient pocket watch bent space-time and I shimmered into view in front of an oncoming Buick. Not sure, but I think the car would have driven through me if it kept on coming. My physical self would be a long string of atoms wrapped around a '52 Buick in the dark matter realms forever. There may be worse things but can’t image what. She stopped. Her name was or may still be ‘Babs’. Serious post war nickname.
I had portaled to Jefferson Alabama, June 4 1:27pm 1952~CE.
Babs was very nice after I got out of the way of her 2 tons of steel. '...asked if I was with a circus. ...My Dead Head shirt. Traveling circus groups were common in the South in them days. I said ’yes’. This settled the matter of a Colored person in a clown outfit wandering outside a segregated town.
I said the neon shimmer was a magic trick. She asked if I could do another. I said I could disappear. Didn’t really intend Alabama. I set the unit to return and did. She saw a bright neon shimmer ...then poof!
I appeared on Solstice Day in 2022 Brooklyn. A still rather flawed democracy. As for Babs... I imagine there's still tales of a strange disappearing magic Negro in her family. Life is interesting is it not?
Tuesday, December 20, 2022
"...Lunch"
"...we exist"
Beware inking down of your dreams.
They'll either end up in some future scripture or as evidence at your trial.
We need a gender translation book for dummies. Make a useful holiday gift. I'm not even sure where I am on the scale. My color on da Rainbow flag would be 'Infrared'. I've dear friends whom I no longer know how to address. I tried "...hey you" but they didn't like that either. There's a situation comedy in this somewhere.
I'm an old school mid-20th century Queer. The whole point back then was to stop people from hurting us. Marriage adopting the works. That was science fiction to us. I’m glad we’re moving along but at heart before the alphabet soup era. We just wanted to be left alone and not hunted beaten or killed.
Life here in the future. I wonder what it’s like to be a Trans Gendered kid now. Like I wonder what a post Jim Crow youngster feels. These folks are different from me and my generational cohort. They have problems but not the ones we had. It’s still dangerous even deadly but we have moved along for both. Thing is we don’t have a clue about the human heart or the formula for the perfect doughnut.
100 years ago, they explained Queers as the Third Sex and called it a day. 40 years after that we became Gay. Moved on to Lesbians and Gays then all those ever-changing letters now this. Gender-fluidity. It even sounds like it’s from the future. Wonder what ol’ George Jetson would make of this. You youngsters google him. 100 years from now if they ain’t wiped us out. They’ll see the “Fluidities” in the same way we view that Third Sex mayhem. We live we learn we change
Monday, December 19, 2022
"...unwanted history"
*From my COVID Journals. December 14th, 2020.
So I'm in bed late this afternoon. The sun already down it looks like two in the morning. A loud knock. Finally, the cops have come to shoot me. Thought they'd never get here. No 9mm drama this time. 'Just a helpful neighbor checking on an old guy to make sure I ain't dead yet. This happens now.
Since March eight died of the Virus in the building...mostly old folks. The knock was from my upstairs pal. She hadn't seen me in days. I'm a shut in that’s what I do. Keeps knocking just won't leave. She really wants me to be alive. I opened up, and we masked, and distanced chatted for a few minutes. I told her I was having the usual times we all are. She confirmed she's got the same, and that staying sane is the secret. She’s a kindly soul. ...said I was a favorite. She liked my stories of the ancient times I lived through all that. Sweet kid. Thoughtful smart. I think I'm a grandpa figure for her. I do the best I can.
Today's numbers. I'll more than understand if you stop here.
419,000+ so far perished. About twice all U.S. combat deaths in WW2. 11,264 persons in this republic who were alive on this day a week ago are now perished thanks' to COVID.
20k+ a week infected, and now over 3000+ die every day.
CDC sez expect those numbers to be sustained for the next 60 to 90 days. We are in a major War despite the slow drip of Vaccine slipping through. Even less because #45 in one of his final acts of cruel insanity won't fund wide distribution.
The vaccine sits in warehouses thanks to him. To the last vindictive disturbed cruel. I’d love to survive to see what history sez of these years. These people these times. Otherwise, I'm fine. Btw look in on folks you ain't seen. Call them zoom them text email heliograph telegraph bang on the wall or call to their window from the street. Like me they'll appreciate the effort.
*These Journals many wrote and still write are not for us.
We don't care didn't care refused to care and just want to forget get laid fight make money and get high. Swell fine. All this will be forgotten...till next time. These works are for them.
For next time. Which will be much sooner than expected.
"...Fire Sale!"
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