"...brethren"

This year 2022 six friends died. Perished passed away dropped dead expired were smoked lit up. 'Fuck am I supposed to do with this. How is this mourned. Lived with put away. Like most one just takes it and moves on. I did. I do. I am and not at all. I just know how tired I am. We all of us carry so much. All of us all the time. Something from the play and movie "The Dresser". "...The whole world is suffering so why the hell shouldn't you!" We are brethren on the journey.