"...men and their ways"

There is something very wrong with us. Look to the heart of it...Male sexual views...I mean their deep hidden wants have nothing to do with hope or the divine. They'd just as soon rape as jerk off. Ever heard straight men talk in the raw about sex...it goes there. The culture of men is vile. This is why I never wanted to be one. Not a woman either, but not a man. 'Been looking for another way all my life. Gays...as opposed to Queers are similar. I remember the random impersonal culture of anonymous gay sex. It was held in esteem.

Even as liberating. This is when I left the movement.

Lovers of the beardless are now criminalized. Dykes had gone to man hating, and gays eschew affection for anonymous butt fucking. We were telling ourselves this was Liberation. Btw all this mayhem was the precursor to the AIDS Pandemic. Some choose not to remember what a perfect vector for the AIDS virus that impersonal heartless sexual chaos was.

Even before it hit some sane Queers worried.

Fucking is supposed to be good. Holy.
Those that are kindly gentle, and sweet tend to end up isolated unwanted dead or in prison. Violent assault, and rape are universal because it's fun for most kinds of men. They either to do it or dream it. Porn all kinds reveals this dream. 

Some gays fantasize prison rapes. There's even a common fantasy of having slave boys to rape. The object no matter the gender age type is just meat, and often abused chained humiliated meat. Straight, and Gay fantasies are full of this.

Have you seen much loving kindly porn...even Dionysian sorts. You have not. Mostly it would never sell. Men are trained not to like it. The buyers wouldn't understand it. "...where's the action?!" This what I was asked when I did slide shows of my Angel, and Faerie Sissy Boy ink drawings. I'd post them to illustrate, but this page would be deleted in a heartbeat. So terrifying in their gentleness are they. It's also why I stopped making the rounds of the gay art shows back in the day. I'd got shit like this every time: "Ya work gots no action...you do any hard stuff?"

Guys really like objectification humiliation even violent sex fantasies. I know this I saw this. 

There are a few gay artists that had affection at the core of their work. The photo portraits by Von Gloeden comes to mind. Ralph Chubb's lithographic handmade books of boy Angels and sprites. Hajo Ortil who did the "Canoe Pirates" nudist book series. They had love in their hearts when they did their art.

"Tom of Finland" art sums up the real taste. ...Google him. ...leather torture rape. Loveless threatening impersonal. There's something profoundly wrong with us. Something seriously wrong with men...all of us. How did this happen. How did these dreams become so deeply imbedded.