The Emerald City had a spike of near 1000 deaths Tuesday into Wednesday. I guess it's taken me since to internalize this. There are valid statistical reasons for those numbers.
However they're still dead.
Dreams. All my dreams are worse. In particular since this spike.
I just woke from a ugly series of them. Battle fatigue. Not Post Trauma yet since the war ain't nearly over.
As in war it's your odds...it's all about odds. This is why you're taught not to think about it, and just do your job. On the whole we're all doing that.
Well I was till now.
I just woke from a ugly series of them. Battle fatigue. Not Post Trauma yet since the war ain't nearly over.
As in war it's your odds...it's all about odds. This is why you're taught not to think about it, and just do your job. On the whole we're all doing that.
Well I was till now.
NYC has extreme pockets of Virus.
I happen to live in one. I figured my odds.
I happen to live in one. I figured my odds.
Doing the math on a graph. ...com'on I was an engineer for 34 years.
Local incidence of infection age of infected # of deaths in my immediate area co-morbidities. Against a graph of two years. March 2020/March 2021.
Local incidence of infection age of infected # of deaths in my immediate area co-morbidities. Against a graph of two years. March 2020/March 2021.
With my co-morbidities I should already be dead.
Sounds like a joke doesn't it.
Yeah I was a bit surprised too. I did it a few more times adding the variables of my precautions, and an X factor of dumb luck.
My mortality intersected the dead line in October 2020. Which is thought to be in the middle of the Second Wave.
Yeah I was a bit surprised too. I did it a few more times adding the variables of my precautions, and an X factor of dumb luck.
My mortality intersected the dead line in October 2020. Which is thought to be in the middle of the Second Wave.
Yeah I hear you, "...don't do that,...it doesn't help...unhealthy."
Gimme a break. To me it's like when I was roughed up by cops a few years ago. I found I no longer cared if I were murdered by white cops. However later I resented it. I resented being killed for so little,...there was just no opera in it. Cops a virus. There just aren't any decent scenes or soliloquies in this. Just pointless death.
No cute wisdoms here just things as they are.
Stay tuned.
That's not at all reassuring. No wonder you seem kinda down.
ReplyDeleteBTW, have you applied for one of those government checks? If you're too broke to pay tax, this is where to apply:
https://www.irs.gov/newsroom/non-filers-enter-payment-info-here-tool-scenarios
Reliable sources tell me that it works. When I get mine, I'm going to get a ton of herbs and minerals to bolster my immune system. If you can, I suggest you do the same.
Oh yeah - and I mean to get shungite. It's a rock - a slick black rock, looks kind of like obsidian or those basalt Pharoah statues. It is said to protect against EMFs. Once the rock shops open, I'm making a beeline. I'll get gloves, too.
So far it looks to me like you're benefiting from the upside of being a shut-in. Let's hear it for introversion!
Yes I got my Fed-dough through my Social security direct deposit.
ReplyDeleteIt's a tiny amount, but helps.
The Dems want to give all adults in this country a minimum of $Two Grand a month. ...even that's not enough with prices, and rents what they are. However it will stop most from falling into actual poverty.
#45 will never do this so it has to wait till after the election.
I now think he'll be kicked out.
I thought for sure he'd be re-elected.
This because of the clown car the dems offered he'd be a fucking shoe-in. I mean he was always insane, but now he's costing lives.
Even the GOP is getting edgy.
Finally because of his open insanity in dealing with the plague.
Thanks to that dummy we may well get over a Million dead from this.
Interesting times.
So I went out into this mutant Mid-May snow to take a few snaps.
I first thing I see a block away is another body being wheeled from a home by the EMT folks.
This ain't over...fuck the flatline Cuomo thinks we're closing in on...have him come to this hood. He'll get an eyeful.
Gets better.
I get to the parkway for some mutant May snow shots for this blog, and my FB shop, and there's count'em, four EMT ambulances all backed up with dead meat.
I went home.
If I were a drinker I would have drank myself to sleep...instead I just sat. ...I'm still sitting.
For years we here have talked about the end of things the end times of what we have...or had
My old comrade...I'm in it we're in it.
I'm watching the actual end of things as we knew it.
We're in part one...the deaths.
Then the great depression levels of want poverty joblessness chaos.
After that it's Wild in the Streets.
Ain't this some shit?
Btw good luck on the magic potions, and stuff you're looking for. Vitamin D is your only rational best bet. The rest is bullshit.
ReplyDeletePoint is you will either die or you won't.
Nothing you take till the vaccines will matter very much.
Well the peace of mind a placebo gives maybe.
Me I drink Diet Pepsi with a few Alker Seltzer tabs in it...not bad. It's very good for my tension headaches.
However it will do as much good on the plague as the stuff you intend to buy. So save your money you're going to need it for food or transportation.
None of that jazz ya looking to get will give you an extra minute on this shithole of a planet.
Look buy some ganja speed coke dust or similar items...these will make you feel a lot better than any of that fools gold they're telling you to take,...trust me I used them all for many years they does the fucking trick.
Btw looked up some of the home remedies, and snake oils that were offered during the 1918 Event. Some are exactly the same as the useless shit being cynically trotted out now,...what goes around comes around.
Otherwise I wish you safety health, and holy dreams.
I fully expect to bite the dust behind this shit,...fuck it.
I'll post as long as I can.
...CQ..CQ..CQ............
Your first point is well taken: when it's our time to go no amount of protection, not even wearing a hazmat suit with gas mask 24/7, will keep the Reaper from us. When our number's up, it's up.
ReplyDeleteBut when you say you looked up the "magic potions," I can't help wondering how hard did you look? If you did a quick Google search and checked out a few items above the fold, that's not digging nearly deep enough to find the truth. For Google, like the big social media platforms, have been getting heavily into censorship of late. On many topics of controversy, they massage their algorithms to bring you only the results they want you to find. If you want to find less biased information, I suggest the search engines Startpage and DuckDuckGo, and taking the trouble to look well below the fold.
Youtube is much the same as Google. For example, here is the blog of Dr. Richard Cheng of Shanghai, who with his colleagues has successfully treated Covid 19 patients with large doses of intravenous Vitamin C, or at any rate so he claims:
http://www.drwlc.com/blog
In his post of 16 April he says:
"I recorded a video and uploaded onto Youtube. This video went viral and received 300,000 views in just 7 days. Then one morning, I received an email notice from Youtube saying my video "violated Youtube's community rules" and thus was removed. I emailed Youtube and told them that this was my real interview of Niu Niu, not some story that I made up. But Youtube didn't care."
Incidentally, I witnessed this censorship. I watched a couple of Dr. Cheng's videos, then later found that they had been nuked like one of your old Pink Hell blogs.
If Youtube or others feel that Dr. Cheng is wrong, then the proper thing for them to have done would be to juxtapose his videos with those of other doctors giving us reasons to disbelieve him. But they didn't. They just flat out censored him, without a word of explanation.
All the big players have increasingly been doing this: Facebook, Twitter, Wikipedia, the lot. If you consistently look up information on any topic of controversy, as I have, you'll find this has been happening with increasing frequency. There are certain topics, certain words and phrases that automatically trigger the Information Disposal Memory Hole.
Your mention of the 1918 influenza epidemic is particularly well suited to help me disprove your general point about "snake oil." Here's a document dating from shortly after that pandemic:
"Dr. T A McCann, from Dayton, Ohio reported that 24,000 cases of flu treated allopathically [viz., with standard western medical treatments] had a mortality rate of 28.2% while 26,000 cases of flu treated homeopathically [viz., with "snake oil"] had a mortality rate of 1.05%. This last figure was supported by Dean W.A. Pearson of Philadelphia (Hahnneman College) who collected 26,795 cases of flu treated with homeopathy with the above result."
Source:
https://www.homoeopathycenter.org/treatment-epidemics-homeopathy-history
This shows why homeopathic snake oil is so bad: because it worked 26.8 times better than the standard treatments. Now we know why the AMA started attacking homeopathy with especial fury after that pandemic. Competition from superior treatment modalities cannot be tolerated!
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Look that guy got 300k views because people are afraid to die.
ReplyDeleteFor whatever reasons I never was.
I asked my shrink about that...never got a real, answer. Maybe life long depression, and the nearness of suicide for that many years took the fear of it away or it's just the way I'm built. Mind you I don't wanna kick da bucket,...I might miss something.
Didn't mean to offend.
Take whatever you really think might work for you. It might well. I just don't like to see fear taken advantage of, and on the whole looking at the crap online. With all it's false hopes, bullshit scams....they are.
I still think you should do as I do,...ice cream sodas.
It's well off my safe list, but so what I like them.
They will do absolutely nothing to cure the Virus,...but they taste good, and will make you happy.
Being Happy will increase the strength of both of our immune systems. So it can't hurt.
Btw I have a beard now,...kinda.
Given my checkered ethnic mix hairiness is not in my genetic game plan. However I do the best I can,...a sort of 5 o'clock faint shadow.
Like everyone in lockdown I let it grow,...well as best it can.
A month's worth, and it's a shameful patch. Anyway it's starting to piss me off. ...itches too.
So when I shower after this,...off it comes.
Guess this means I can't join the Prophets Union.
This isn't about how many views Cheng got, nor about who fears death or not. It's about discovering the reality of what is actually going on.
ReplyDeleteI've put very considerable time and effort into trying to learn the truth of what is happening. I've sought out as best I can information from people who strike me as honest and informed. And what I've found isn't reassuring; it's not what I would have wished to learn at all.
The narrative which says that all the people have to do is hang on a year or so longer and until Sir Tony Fauci, Sir Bill Gates and the other knights of the Pharmaceutical Round Table ride to the rescue with the magical elixir of a salvific vaccine is false.
In reality, our industries and institutions are too corrupt to produce a safe and reliable vaccine. For these parties are not interested in protecting or healing people, they are only interested in profit, to the exclusion of all else. There is good reason to suspect that when one eventually appears, it will be unreliable and very likely toxic. Indeed Fauci and his colleagues in the industry may well wind up killing millions of people with it - as they already did with some dreadful AIDS "treatments" back in the 80s and 90s.
My conclusions are not based on what I want to believe, but on what I have actually found.
BTW, about being happy - you're right. It strengthens your immunity. It's an epigenetic thing. Maybe I'll go for that ice cream soda.