Thursday, October 31, 2019

"November"



Being a partial shut-in is mostly not a problem for me. I've always been solitary,...since childhood. However complete shut-in life is more than one should do. At the moment the only people I see or speak to are my doctors or shop keepers.

They're nice folks, but a soul needs more to function.

Mind you I've certainly no wish to be in peoples faces. However a visit or chat now, and then is nice. Social Services sends folks over to make sure I'm  alive. 
Pleasant folks. I remember they commented on how spear, and tidy my digs were. That the elders they usually visit have homes full of stuff from their lives.



I have the advantage of having been houseless some years ago. In that I lost 95% of all my stuff. I never replaced them. Really didn't want to. 



So it's just me the walls the dining room set my bed mostly empty book shelf computer, and TV.

Well a few boxes in the closet from my radio days dolls toys, and scale models I never built. ...but am starting too again.

What more does one need.

I was waiting for a sunny day to go to the park or Coney Island. 
So far no dice. 
Well the sun comes out here, and there, but mostly it's slate grey. 
Did I mention my elder crap like my guts are fucked up my feet hurt, and my eyesight is shit. 

...never mind.

Maybe November.

2 comments:

  1. I like the Zen look; it's restful. Also, your digs is kinda nice - the herringbone parquet and the molding are unobtrusively pleasing to the eye.

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  2. Yeah them *pre-war, *WW2 digs are like this,...rent controlled too.
    (...so I'm not kicked out.)

    Yeah like I sez it can be lonely, but it's my digs, and I'm blessed to have them. A friend on seeing this post kidded me by saying I must have a Hoarder's hell just out of frame.

    Um,...not exactly.

    Though I do have 10 neat boxes, all the same style, stacked tastefully in my bedroom. That's my accumulated stuff from the last decade. I mostly let things go, and am about to do so again.

    I want them boxes down to five.

    I think my last reel is spooling out so I don't want to burden my sister with cleaning this joint out. Queers are tidy, and considerate this way.

    This is why the Angels love us so much.

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