Saturday, August 31, 2019

"A Hard Rain"



"...oh fuck this"


Okay here we go again,...shit I didn't even have time to post another item then this. There's a shooter event in Odessa Texas as I post. 
'Seven' dead 22 wounded including three State troopers.  

Alabama last night today Texas. The areas have in common that they're open carry red states. They're economically stressed, and it's very hot, and humid outside. Not a hopeful combination of circumstances.

For a mad suicidal species we seemed to have accomplished much. Still it can be argued that civilization in it's truest sense ended 5000 years ago. This with the founding of the first villages then city states.
Since then we've been doing something entirely different.

More as the incidents continue.

"WTF"


While I slept last evening 10 people were shot in Alabama at a sports event. No details. Well here we are. What are we supposed to say or do at this point.

A quote from Oscar Wilde's "The Importance of Being Ernest" comes to mind. It seems to fit our times in a sideways manner. Btw there's our hero above.

It scans,...
"To lose one parent may be regarded as a misfortune. However to lose 'both' strikes one as carelessness."


Friday, August 30, 2019

"It's Absolutely Imperial"

I thought I was going to have a heart attack.

Like an idiot I was out in the Noon day Sun like an Englishman.

I didn't even have to be there,...I just was.

Ya know running around the Post Office library the market.

Basically shit I could have done after the heatwave, 
but like a jerk I went out, and risked my life.

Actually this was on purpose,...not risking my life.

Rather trying not to be so much of a shut-in.

So I go out a lot.

In the Sun

Like an Englishman in Rangoon in 1928.

Oh to lounge on the veranda of the Club with a Gin, and tonic.

Listening to the BBC overseas service.

The HMS Rodney gleaming in the bay, and chatting up my fellow expats to the colonies.

All this of course in an alternate history British Empire that was peaceful, and inclusive.




"Pencil, and Stone" ...old re-run, but I like it.




Attributed to Michelangelo...
"The sculpture is already there. It's just a matter of removing
the parts that are not."

"...times"




Despite these times I still Believe.
I Believe in Magic Faeries Angels, and more.
These times demand believing in the Miraculous.

"At the Seashore"




Cat Woman, and "Eddie" da Alien.
They're recently engaged, and on vacation from
Their film franchises.
Sez "Eddie":

"I have no idea why folks still buy the tired crap we dish out.
I suggested to Ridley that we make a Musical version.
He kicked me out of his office."

Sez Cat Woman:
"It was Eddie's sense of humor his six cocks, 
and his musical taste.
He's a Penguin Café Orchestra fan.

"That, and he cooks really good Speed."

"Something to Look Forward To"

UFO Hunting Season Opens September First!
$50k Reward for a Grey.
$500k for a Saucer!

~My Auntie, and Me was Abducted when I was Little~

"LIFE",  working edit from last year,...and still topical. 



I've been reading, and watching the push back against the
Transgender realms.
They have persons that now regret their change railing against the flavor of the month trend for Trannies. 
I find myself in sympathetic to them. If not the forces behind them.
The Change is forever. You can't reverse it.

Something so primal so,...Human must be considered with profound care. Extreme care. The Culture Wars have distorted this like everything else it touches. It's 'not' a lifestyle choice.

We are born what we are.

There's Seven Billions of us running around loose these days.
All with unique orientations, and gender identities. 
Think of that. At best the world 'may' accepted two orientations.
The other Seven Billions plus are on their own.

When I was a boy I was what was then called a Sissy
I was, but I was a boy, and liked being one. I liked being one so much I 'liked' other boys too,...in all sorts of ways.
Today would well meaning people steer me to Change?
Does Sissy equal Trannie?

Eh,...no.


Being Trans is to have Two Souls.
Native peoples all through history so saw this.
These folks were Special.
Who do you think the first Shamans were?

That, and what would all them Trannie coffee mug makers 
do for a living without them?!

This post is to say that if you're going there be thoughtful be careful be kind,...especially to ya self. This is primal human stuff, and you can't change it back,...it's for life.

I think by now many of us have Trannie folks in our lives. 
They seem happy. 
However sometimes a tragic mistake is made.
So be fucking sure!

Don't let the flavor of the month media jerks or Nazi religious nuts get in your head. This is your life use it well.
Bless you all.


"How to be Queer"



I found this aged YouTube video file buried in my junk. It's from that old flick "Party Monster". In this scene an Infant Macaulay Culkin,...he's 40 now. Yeah I know. This makes me 248. Anyway our hero is taught how to be Queer. ...well a 1998 Queer.

After that Queers began to seriously become extinct as the "We're just like you" generation were spawned from hell, and obliterated centuries of Queer culture. 

This to embrace Straight customs. Now they can pay taxes get drafted into the Army get Divorced, and still have the shit beat out of them in an alley. Congratulations.

But they're happy.

"...bring"


In early June I dedicated this as the "Summer of Roses"
The seasons are turning again.
So we wait for what Fall will bring.


"...snaps"


I didn't go to Coney Island this season.
Barbie went in my stead.
I'll wander over before the first snow.
I'll take some snaps for you.

Thursday, August 29, 2019

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

"Billions"


I often say this prayer. I have a home I did eat today I keep myself, and home clean. There are many people that want me to stay alive. I dream of kinder worlds. I try to know my mistakes. 
My health is mostly okay. 
Though I love to complain. I'm at the moment drinking clean ice water. I'm fine. Billions are not. 
We need to remember, and do things about that.

"...aw shit"


Beatnik Riot, and I Slept through it.
Figures.



"~\Q/~"



"...then leaves"


This just in. Staten Island is listed as the 14th most desired vacation spot on earth. Well something like that. Some new tour site listed S.I. as some place to go. It didn't mention many details. However the Staten Island Ferry goes there,...then leaves. 

It voted for Trump. The only part of the City that did. Also it tried to secede from NYC when we elected our first Black Mayor. In the 1950's/60's when blacks tried to move in their houses were burned down. 
Other than all that, and the mosquitos I'm sure it's swell. 

In fact I've an old radio pal that lived there,...then moved. He moved to South Carolina where it's safe for Coloreds. Above the Staten Island end of the Verrazano Bridge. 
The other end is in the United States.

"...Bang!"


This is about a shooting at a TV station in 2017. 
I just found a post I did on it, and it's still, and  forever will be topical. It begins,...
One of the down sides of being a shut in that sleeps all the time is that you miss stuff. Like what happened at WBDJ-TV this afternoon. A multi gun shoot-out from pissed off fired staff.
Truly we live in an Age of Terror.
I actually am hesitant to leave my home for fear I'll be shot dead by a policeman for no reason. Well there's other stuff too like snakes reptilians disguised as hot dog vendors, and of course direct hits by kitchen sinks or grand pianos falling out of the blue, and apparent innocent sky.
Death behind the microphone.
Having spent more than half my life in that Biz. I've seen my share of violent events in, and around the studios. Violent assaults sexual harassment suicide attempts. I'll draw a curtain over the specifics for the sake of the privacy of the persons involved.
Like at the ill-fated TV stations,...and not a few radio outlets. Acts of violence intimidation, and a general toxic atmosphere are not unusual in such work places today. Mercifully they don't always erupt into mass murder.
However,...yeah here it comes, with all the guns out there from school yards to board rooms it's no surprise that when the shit truly hits the fan some one or ones gets shot the fuck dead.
Gun Control?
Rational 'Regulation' is the only way out. Fortunately the majority of gun owners agree. Sadly the NRA, and the assorted Nazi survivalist don't.
They have power far beyond their numbers because of the money that supports them in their holy work. That, and the religious fervor of how these folks feel about "Guns'n Jesus".
It's a long story.
That's where we are, and have been for decades politically, and centuries culturally.
If anybody has any ideas about this I'm listening.

Tuesday, August 27, 2019

"...Hell"


This cycle is 'never' going to change. Never. Not even with the new demographics. Kluxers, and local Nazis need not worry. 
It will be Hispanics not giving them jobs. It will be Asians who will be their supervisors that never give them a raise. Niggahs will still be beneath you so take comfort.

If there were a sanctuary to escape to as America was for so many others. We'd have long since gone there. There is no place for us, but here. The Long inescapable American nightmare is our Hell, and Home.


"Futile Attempt"




*This from a post I issued on Facebook. It will have no effect whatever. However I just had to shoot up this flare,...just for the records. This for years/decades from now when there's an accounting of those who resisted.

Those who saw, and acted or tried to.

Against those who just played expensive computer games kept ordering junk on Amazon, and eating pizza. This while Brown children were being caged in Interment Camps mass shootings multiplied, and unarmed Blacks continued to be randomly shot dead by cops, and assorted vigilantes.

It reads,...

"Beware"
"I've been to the rightwing FB bubble...you can fool the system to get to it. It's just the same as the left bubble which is where most of you are, but reverse. Conspiracies, and alleged crimes committed by liberals. It's all the same just a backward mirror image. Here we have conspiracies, and crimes by #45, and conservatives...it's all rather simple." 

"Even a Russian could do it." 

"Both sides eat it up as truth. So trust nothing here. It's designed to agree with you to keep you here clicking which is how they make their money. Most of you are now getting this,...pass it on."

**The comments on my FB page  regards the above are terse. 
It has proved my point. 
20 drones chimed in defending the false narratives they're reading. 
Many say. My view of the rightwing bubble is right, but I'm wrong about their bubble. Theirs is the truth the other side are lies. Of course if any rightwing bubble folks could see this above post they'd say the opposite. 
"The left bubble lies ours is true. Hence I say this is futile.

Both sides are infantile fanatics determined to murder each other,...let them.

I'm staying home watching videos about Japanese vending machine culture. Out in the world interests are more calm temperate less bloody. Most of them having had WW2 fought on their front lawns. They've no interests in anymore vast bloodletting,...at least not that close to home. 

From YouTube
Germany I watch videos of RC model trams trains trucks, and buses. This seems a popular pass time. Here for fun we cage brown children in Internment camps. We have continuous mass killings cops, and assorted vigilantes randomly shoot unarmed black people dead. Of course Queer bashing is an ongoing national sport.

...to each their own.


"...Fire Sale!"

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