Suffice to say I went out today.

Went to Manhattan across the bridge.

Had to take care of some

Social Security static.

On the way home I think I nearly fucking bought it.

Had I think a mild stroke 'Fuck'em.

Details below.

I was out today had to go to Social Services. A long walk from the train it was. On the way home I think I experienced a mild stroke. Tunnel vision. Then time seemed to slow my hearing became hazy a sweat cold one. I sat on a park bench gasping. I think I either slept or passed out...hard to tell which. There have been small symptoms for weeks. Irrational anger depressions being inert in the extreme...just sitting for many hours. However this was sort of overt.

Not looking for any concern as I don't want any. I'm just noting this down for myself, and my sister for when something bigger happens. It kicked in about 10:20am after leaving the Soc. Ser. offices. I had a very dry mouth while there, but water wouldn't do down easy.  About a block outside after I finished it began to seep in. Not like a punch, but like a waking dream.

My eyes dimmed fogged tunneled then the rest. Well fuck it I'm about to be 71 so this is expected. My family dies by strokes. For some it's the heart or cancer for us mostly strokes. I'm right on schedule.

Btw after I recovered I shot a bunch of pics. Why not it made as much sense as anything else that happened today. I near fell the fuck over during all that, but as I sez fuck it, and get the shot.